Thursday, February 28, 2008
Is about a month i didnt update my blog.Well there nothing much to say its just d same things i do everyday.Oh ya!!I was sick for d pass few days till i really cant do anything.Same goes to my fantastic fours.I felt much better now after i had massage from my hubby but my poor children still sick.Hopefully they recover soon.Ooops!!!I 4gotten tat 3 days ago is my nephew Faizal Tomok bday n 4gotten to wish him Hapi Bday.Nevermind i can just wish him thru frenster.Anyway actually i had some sad story .I really felt so dissappointed.I dun know why i felt tis way.Sometym i tink tat i too emotional...Well i use to received msges from my sis in law M almost everyday but i guess something is not right.After d day we went 2gether for picnic,she no longer msg me till now.Find if she dun want to msg me anymore.D sad thing is,she used to msg or call me if she got problems wit family or her husband n tis sis in law of hers gave her a listerning ears.After so many things happened n wat do i get from her..Is not tat i want her to repay back all the things i done for her or tink highly of me but....Anyway is no use for me to tink so much bout tis.Its make me more sad...I had enough of all tis happened to me.Is best now to get more closer to my own family...
Friday, February 1, 2008
Well, I feel much more ease now.I felt so sad n disappointed yesterday.A person tat i trusted so much n the peoples tat i always respect made me so disappointed n i cant believe y all tis peoples must look down on their own family members.I really really cant believe it.I really had enough of tis.They dun even help when my family in need n yet they got so much things to say.I've been keeping all tis to myself for so long n i cant take it anymore.I feel like telling to my....but i know he definately will not believe it.I dun blame him for this.Anyway watever happen n watever they do,i will not hate them infact i felt thankfull coz they had teach me to be more carefull towards peoples...Im so bless tat i got a very loving,understanding,helpful n kind family members.They always be there when i in need.I really dun know how to repay back their kindness.THANK YOU SOOOOO MUCH is wat i can say to them especially to one of my sister tat always be there n always listen when i need to let out my frustration...Not to forget my beloved mother too.....