Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Just now in d afternoon i went to parkway wit my son Arsyad.I met my hubi down there n we having lunch at banquet.After tat i walked around at PWY just window shopping.Then i went to shing sheong wit my son to buy my kids stuffs.We took a cab home as i bought so many things...
Yesterday i followed my hubi to his check up wit my 2 lovely children Alesya n Amsyar.We were there from 1pm till 6pm.While waiting for him,i walked around at d pharmacy n saw my fren Renu.She is still as cute as b4 n i guess she lose some weight too.Well,bout my hubi he still need to go futher check up n therapy.Hopefully he is still strong as b4..
Here my feelings come again..Dah dtg aliklah ni my emo..Hari tu duduk kat dpn computer dah start emo sampai luahkan semua prasaan yg ada dilubuk hati then ni nak start lagi..Haiz...enough Nadia stop it..Dah cukup dah ape yg dah nak diluahkan..Hahaha..sewel jugak kadang aku ni...Tapikan after i made a confession,it was a great relieve.These feeling have been kept wit me for too long.Thanks to d person who created tis blog to give me an opportunity to write down d deepest feelings bout life.. Oklah till here then i will update again.Look out for my coming blog....Ok ciou dah malam nak tidur.......
Sunday, July 27, 2008
Hari ini aku disentuh dengan perasaan yg sangat berlainan sekali tetapi aku pasti perasaan itu lahir dari naluri seorang wanita seperti aku yg mempunyai keinginan dan harapan. Aku selalu tanamkan rasa kesyukuran dia atas segala pemberian yg aku terima dalam hidupku dengan penuh keikhlasan. Mungkin atas dasar keikhlasan ini lah aku betul2 dpt menikmati kehidupan ku bersama suami dan anak2 yg tersayang penuh kebahagian. Setiap dugaan yg datang kepadaku, aku yakin ada pengajaran yg akan aku dapat dan aku bersyukur kerana setiap itu lah aku menjadi seorang yg lebih matang dlm menjalani kehidupan seharian. Aku tersangat bahagia dengan kehidupanku sekarang kerana mempunyai suami yg tidak pernah menghampakan aku walau memakan masa utk memenuhi keinginan ku walaupun aku tidak pernah menjadi seorang isteri yg suka meminta2. Terimakasih sayangku kerana memahami aku walaupun tidak pernah aku bersuara. Aku bahagia kerana tidak pernah kering gusi melihat keletah anak2 ku yg comel2. Itu lah hadiah yg paling termahal dan harta yg paling berharga yg aku warisi. Harapan yg aku tanamkan sekarang adalah keinginan membina mahligai ku sendiri di istana yg aku miliki dengan suami dan anak2 tersayang. Tidak pernah terlintas sedikit pun di lubuk hatiku utk mengambil kesempatan diatas kebaikan ibuku dan abang2ku yg sentiasa memberi sokongan ketika aku di dalam keperluan. Tetapi dengan semangat yg aku dapat dari mereka lah memberi aku keyakinan utk membuktikan yg aku mampu berdikari. Semoga pada suatu masa nanti, yg aku sendiri tidak pasti, tapi pasti akan terjadi, dpt membuktikan kepada mereka2 yg selalu memperkecilkan kemampuan ku. Ya, itu aku pasti yg aku mampu. Mungkin aku akan dpt buat lebih yg terbaik dari mereka2 yg memperkecilkan aku. Semangat kental yg ada padaku kerana aku yakin kebahagian itu bukan lah terletak pada harta kekayaan yg aku kumpul tapi sifat kesyukuran yg tersemat dihatiku yg penuh dengan keiklhasan. Tersedar aku dari kata2 kakakku, yg juga menjadi pendorong hidupku, yg sentiasa menasihati aku bahawa untuk sentiasa rasa bersyukur dengan memahami erti kesyukuran itu dengan penuh keikhlasan. Semoga aku dan keluargaku akan terus dipelihara . Terus mendapat yg terbaik utk meniti kehidupan dgn melalui hari2 yg mendatang dgn semangat yg kental, keinginan dan harapan seorang wanita yg penghujungnya berakhir dengan rasa nikmat kesyukuran yg hanya aku dpt merasakannya.
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
2day i followed my hubby to d hospital for his check up on his right ankle.Luckily there ur not much people.We left there at about 3 plus.After d check up,me n hubby went to d east point to eat our lunch.I ate d japanese rice.I didnt finished my food cos d food is not so nice as last tym.Then after,we went to tampines to visit nnek n datok.Stayed there till 6pm..Then went straight home..
Well,on my way back home my mood suddenly k.o.I just keeping myself quiet on d bus.Dun noe y i felt hurt.Im so damp boring wit someone.I tried to cool myself down by saying positive words inside me.Is ok,is alrite watever it is,it someone belonging n cant force tat person to give me.May be tat person need it more then me.Haiz..dun want to talk bout it anymore so............sian.Just need to be more patient..Hem....my baby amsyar seems to be much better now.No more fever n now my elder son is having cough.Cough n cough non stop.Need to give him some medicine.Luckily my other 2 didnt got d sickness.Oklah till here then,i will update again...
Thursday, July 10, 2008
Helo,here i come again to cont my blog.Well,2day as usual like i do everyday tidy up my room,sweeping n moping.Taking care of my 2 wonderfull baby hehe...my cutie little Amsyar n my big baby Aszali,my hubby..My 2 little children are coming home soon n my elder will be back at 2pm..Yesterday I tried to do editing but cant.I tink tis computer of mine is a bit seow2.Thought of editing few of my family photos.Well,just to show my talent to people out there hehehe...I learned quite a few things bout computer.My niece Ifah n sis Lina taught me.Even im not really keen but I want to give it a try for all d things tat I had been taught..Talking bout my family..Tis yr i got 2 new babies one is from my sis in law Sis Midah n one frm my own sister Sis Nana.My Sis Midah already gave birth to a chubby baby grl name Nur Zafirah on 27 Jun 2008.My Sis Nana is on d way...N she got a baby boy,congrats.Hehehe...Im really felt hapi for them.Now my mother got 19 grandchildren altogether n I got 15 nieces n nephews..Ok I got to go cos my elder son is coming home soon..i will continue again when i got d tym..See u bye.....................
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
7th July 2008 is d day my hubby got accident on d way to his weking place.Luckily he is not seriously injured but still there is some scratches n injured his collar bone.Looking him in pain makes me felt so sad.Hopefully he can recover faster.
Saturday, July 5, 2008
Hi!Its been quite sometym i didnt update my blog.Yeh..4 d past mth,I felt so lazy updating my blog even my frenster i asked my niece to do it for me.Now im busy chatting on line wit my frens,sisters n nieces.It really fun chatting using msn.I really enjoyed it.I can just sit for few hrs just to chat wit them.Hehe..
Alrite enough of my chatting..Skool had started n its already d 2nd wk of skool.Few mth tym my son asyraf is taking his final exam n i really very worried.Im really afraid tat he cant make it but so far his progressing.I guess i worry to much or maybe my expectation is too high.I expect my son to get all d subject about 85 n above.Am i too much???Haiz..now than i noe how tough to be a mother wit children who already in pri skool.Btw..just wanna share my other son,arsyad have been succesfull for his registration in P1 next yr.Oh..i guess i will be more stressful next yr wit both my son in Pri skool.I really hope both of them can do well in their studies...I guess i need to stop here cos my baby amsyar start to cry.I will continue again next tym.Look out my blog to noe d continuation..Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..
